My resolution for departure

Around this time last year, I was moved to tears seeing this video. It was when I gave up studying abroad and started feeling gloomy to think that I had to cram nonsense knowledge to get in Japanese university next year, so the struggle and determination that the girl in the video had made a so strong impression on me when I watched it first time.

東京海上日動 CM 挑戦シリーズ 「背中を押す者・留学」篇 - YouTubehttps://t.co/FfnGxqQaU0

And many people (including even educators) have judged me (introverted, highly sensitive, and shy) as the person who doesn't suit studying in the states stereotypically.

But I just never wanted to give up my dream just because of my personalities and experiences I've ever had.  

My resolution for studying for four years in the States is:

Be a respectable scholar as a person and a researcher (always pursue my sense of wonder, think, and work hard to contribute my passions to what I really value)

I'm currently thinking of doing some researches about consciousness of thinking to observe and change this world, especially in terms of our personal and socail discriminations and biases, from that cognitive perspectives.

Since I did homeschooling, I have longed for the place that offers abundant academic resources (such as labs and professors to explore my inquiries) and peers who I go up the stairs with.

I'm going to depart here in two weeks.

So I will challenge the ego of myself. If things go wrong, I will just need to update my solutions. Be simple (but think uncommonly)!